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Post by mandi on Feb 13, 2003 20:51:55 GMT -5
TEXTI know my soul longs to be free,
And my heart wants to breathe.
The sad thing is I am scared to tell him,
Scared of what he might say.
I love him,
But I don’t love him.
I am confused,
I am sad.
How did this happen?
At first it was fun,
It wasn’t all his games.
He causes me pain,
He even tells me I cry because I care.
If he cared…I wouldn’t cry,
He wouldn’t cause me all the pain I have.
What am I to do,
When my soul longs to be set free from pain,
When my heart breaks every time he says “I love you!”
When he says those three words,
He MAKES me say it back.
Now I don’t know what to do!
How can you tell someone that?
I don’t want to hurt him,
Like he hurts me.
How do I let my soul free,
And my heart breathe?
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Post by mandi on Feb 13, 2003 21:22:01 GMT -5
She sits and wonders how she is going to tell her parents that their baby is going to have a baby
The suspense and worry is driving her crazy
What will they say?
Will they even want to see her the next day?
She sits here and wants to cry.
Knowing that she does not need to feel as though she should die.
She was not used.
But right now she is very confused.
She is writing a very dear poem
Maybe it will be for them
Over this they can not debate
Hopefully they will not fell hate
She hopes that they are not in too much pain
She feels as though now she has something to gain
At the bottom of her heart
She hopes they don’t make her and him part
She loves him
Just as much as she loves them
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Post by mandi on Feb 13, 2003 21:22:32 GMT -5
How can you love someone so much that you hate them?
I do this for you
You complete me but I am not sure I really love you now!
It hurts to know that I can hurt you
You hurt me when you don’t call
When you don’t call it makes me feel as though you have another
Is it true you don’t want me anymore?
You cause my heart to break
I hate you but I love you
I love the way you make me feel when I am laying next to you
I hate the way you make me stress over you
So what is it?
Is it you and I
Or are we over
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Post by mandi on Feb 13, 2003 21:23:18 GMT -5
I sit here and wonder things that I should not wonder,
The things on my mind and questions I ponder.
How did this happen to me?
I thought that if it did it was meant to be.
I am not old enough,
For this you need to be tough.
What will people say?
I worry night and day.
It is not like I was used,
I am just scared and confused.
With our love it felt like a potion,
Now all I feel is mixed emotions.
I don’t know what to do,
I just hope we are not through.
My stomach is in knots,
Whether it is true or not.
I am hurting so bad,
But I don’t feel at all sad.
Who is to say where we never drew the line,
We always thought it would be fine.
If I happen to be don’t leave,
I beg this of you please.
It is not a mistake,
It’s just something we have to face.
No matter what you are in my heart,
And I pray that we don’t part.
My one
My only
My love
My heart
My soul
My first
No matter what I love you,
And forever I will be true!
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