Everything thats bad

[Luv1Candy]

Taking control of me
are all my insecurities
no possibility of perfection
just the hope of a little attention.

All my hunger won't stop
the painful fact of knowing I'll never be at the top
bottomless are my dreams
and all I can hear are these deathly screams.

Your eye is deceitful
for I do not purposely and shamelessly rebel
look at me twice
there's more than daily fights.

The only thing I want is your trust
and to wipe away all my dirt and dust
just to go that extra mile
because after all, I really am worth your while.

[Luv1Candy]

The thing I hate most about her
speak louder then I can yell
and every day these things grow even more

How can I have so much hatred
her poor lonely soul
it may soon be dead

No one notices
isn't it obvious
gone is all the love and tender kisses

While people reach out
still I hate her
and her trueness I doubt

Gone is she forever
consumed by the sins of hell
these things I can no longer endure

Wishing upon her death
my blood runs blacker then hers'll ever be
I map the route of her last quest

A loaded 3.57
satisfied I put it to her head
knowing the next place she'll go is no where near heaven

She only wanted another chance
but I was ashamed
for she caused me to go into a sickly trance

Pull of the trigger
we both fall to our death
while our problems only get bigger.

[Luv1Candy]

I have suffered through stormy tides
that are the barriers in my life
i have suffered so many weary days
that have filled my life with strife

I have searched my days for some light
through these torrid days of grief
dreaming that my wish comes true
for a breath of fresh release

Darker days lay by my side
and these tides just grow stronger
as still I search for the light
that will take away my hunger

Drowned by lifes other problems
that lay within my mind
it's in this desperate hope inside
a solution i will find

But forward I must slowly step
to rid myself of darker days
and hopefully find the answers
to the paths of my new ways